THE SINGLE EYE LIDS

May 31

Taking a break when the queen is shopping. (Taken with Instagram at Central World)

Traffic in BKK (Taken with Instagram at คำพูน (Kum Poon))

Yellow-Blue. (Taken with Instagram at Siam Center (สยามเซ็นเตอร์))

Hello Bangkok! (Taken with Instagram at Ibis Sathorn Hotel)

May 30

“my friend is spoilt, so i need to get a new one.” — glenn g.

May 29

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i have been really unhappy lately. because of work and friends and money and myself. everybody knows that i’m the kind of person who thinks a lot and i’m beginning to think that it’s not a good thing. i overthink. i tend to think/imagine of the consequences way before things even happen when it actually didn’t mean anything at all. i scare myself, i frighten myself and eventually, i tired myself out, mentally.

i had my moments where i really screwed up and this time i just feel really really bad because this time, just this time, it’s really my fault, i think…? before, i’ve got reprimanded for doing the right things, as much as i wanted to argue and debate to stand for myself, i let it slide, thinking that things would always turn out better after accepting this 5 minutes of preaching. but obviously i was wrong, things didn’t turn out any better. i am feeling worst for this thing that i’ve done wrong. and worst for not standing up for myself for doing the right things and got reprimanded for nothing.

have one got no respect for the other?

so many things to say, but not many would say, “hey, tell me everything, i’m all ears.” i’m a master of details. my stories are long and almost 100% real all with backed up with details, full of details. not everybody likes this point of me. they usually like a summary of what i’m gonna say. but when it’s my stories, why should i summarize?

trouble lingers, my heart tingles.

i feel like i’m just waiting for this shit to happen. it’s actually not a big deal but i hope that this incident would just fade away. dear god, please help me, help me with everything. sigh… …